Christmas ( poem)

Jingle bells a Christmas song
Many more to sing
They come round at the door
They come when you are in.

Go to bed late that night
Hoping for the snow
Christmas morning will arrive
Presents with a bow.


Lots for everyone I see
Open them with care
Never know what you got
Some may not be fare.

Turkey in the oven and veg ready to go
The smells are good
Turkey smells so nice
Could smell where I was stood

The Christmas tree a glistening
Tinsel balls and lights
Real or not they look nice
their never out of sight

Dish the food to everyone
Mountains on the plate
Christmas hats on their head
Don't they look a state

Never mind all the same
Sitting down to eat
Just like a roast
We like a lot of meet

A special day Christmas day
Everything is bright
Glitter on the table mats
And even time to play

All the smells they come to me
In a single flash
So soon its gone
Even after bash

The day has gone its gone quick
All that hype for us
Just one day for all concerned
What's with all the fuss

Invisable ( poem )

Am I there
Yes I am
Can you see
Give a dam

You go out
Don't say goodbye
Unless reminded
Apple of my eye


People walk past
And don't say a word
Don't know I'm there
How absurd

It hurts so much
Wish they new
How I might feel
But haven't a clue

Say hello or goodbye
Or always talk to me
Never just walk straight past
Please acknowledge me

Invisible do I feel
Feel as if not there
Its very hard
To much to even bare

I have feelings
Don't you know
May be different to everyone
Really makes me low

Two little boys ( poem )

Dirty knees falling all the time
They don't care
Dirty hands
Don't care what they wear

Climbing trees or anything
Like to make a fuss
Girls not on their mind
People they don't trust

Climbing frames they love so well
Always acting big
Shoes get ruined
An eat just like a pig

They come home anytime
Just you wait an see
No sense of time it means nothing
Come home when time for tea

Dirty knees they come home
Wash your hands before you eat
Get a drink you must need one
And sit down on the seat

Slow

Got no patience, been 4 years now and although I come along way from just having eye movement to walking with frame (zimmer), moving talking a few words, nothing quick enough for me.
A  man I read about, it only took him 6 months to be back to almost normal, it could take me years.
All I can say is that he could not have lost his core like me, even my balance no good, they say practice makes perfect, but I been doing the same thing in my wet room for along time now and nothing different.
I think I lost a lot of nerves, tummy feels strange, as if I had a operation very numb, getting checked for bladder rely on pads for urine no 2 I know, my mouth not the same, cant cough feels like I can feel my tongue all the time and my mouth on the go all the time

Daughters (poem)

Daughters they mean everything
No matter what their age
Funny things they may do
Even when a faze

It dose not matter what they say
To tell me all their news
They can tell me anything
Or give me many clues

I know best, its what I got
Instinct just kits in
If someone good, or even bad
Because they are my kin

They make me smile, quite a lot
I feel so happy as well
Older now not young no more
Did everything, even when they fell

Some got children, of their own
Now its time for them
To be a parent, and be there
To always be a gem

To have the partners they have got
Could not asked for more
Could have gone the other way
Gets me to the core

One has moved so far away
Text we do do now
She's my youngest but alright
Miss her every day

My Carer (poem)

 I use to do everything
But know I need the help
Wash and dry and dressing now
Can you imagine how I felt

Carol is my carer now
And friend in every way
She helps me with everything
Helps me every day

I would not be
The person I am now
If not for Carol
She shows me how

Exercise she makes me do
Only for the best
Worries all the time for me
That I don't do rest

No one talks like Carol does
And thorough threw and threw
She's there for me all the time
Even when a queue

She takes me out to the town
Seeing mum as well
We get along that's for sure
Yes we even gel

My favourite person Carol is
Does so much for me
Makes the difference to my life
Just hope she can see

Change (poem}

We don't care
You have known
For a very long time
To yourself you have shown

It was a shock
To both of us
Your just you
What's all the fuss

Friends are friends
Who ever they are
Talk anytime
Come in your car

You have moved,so far away
To somewhere that is far
To be excepted, for who you are
And live your life each day

You suet the clothes
You have now
Make up nails and bags
Your our friend, no matter what
How you look, so glad

We glad we know
Trust comes in
A big decision you have made
And it not a sin

Its who you want to be
An has gone through your mind
Sod the rest, don't understand
Their being so unkind

We love you
Did you know
You come to us, for everything
Even when your low

Come to us anytime
Were listen all the way
We understand promise you
Anytime of day

Your so brave
Honest you are
To come out now
You've come far

Don't mind the others
Their so cruel
Just be yourself
Don't give them any fuel

Proud of you
we both are
For telling us
Your go far